I’m in that space where it’s difficult to find words. It’s a quiet shutting down. Everything just feels too heavy… pulling away. Isolating in the only way I can at the moment: going into myself and erecting huge walls (to keep things in, and to keep others out) because it’s all an overload.
I wish I could just stay home, but there’s work, and appointments, and plans with family & friends.
I was ok being social a bit at work for about 5 hours, then I was drained.
I’m so tired.