I find myself holding my breath for my session tomorrow… it’s going to be a letdown. I want her to be more than she is; to have more power to magically fix things than she actually does.
The depression is so huge and overwhelming right now. I’ve run out of words and expressions that might adequately convey the hopelessness (I’m not sure I ever had them). I don’t have pictures in my head that could explain things. I’m tapped. It’s all a blank.
I spent most of the day in bed… it’s just not worth getting up.
both sides of the wall 
May 28th, 2015 at 3:50 am
❤
May 28th, 2015 at 5:37 pm
You must hold on. If not for yourself, for the small things in life that bring you the smallest happiness… I am having a rough few days myself battling illness and the bouts of depression. Leaving would be incredibly easy. As much as I’m suffering, part of me wants to stay. I want to see the stars and the sky… to breathe fresh air and be surrounded by people who love me…
Find that small bit of happiness and hold onto it!
I hope your next session goes as well as it can go xxx
May 28th, 2015 at 5:39 pm
Thanks. (Hugs) hope things lighten for you soon.
May 28th, 2015 at 5:40 pm
You too, my dear! You are not alone. There is a community hear happy to listen and willing to help in any way that they can xx
May 28th, 2015 at 5:41 pm
♡
May 28th, 2015 at 5:41 pm
Will write about today’s session later… still need to process it.
May 28th, 2015 at 7:32 pm
I look forward to reading it my dear. I’ll look out for it later. I hope you are okay xx