multi-tasking like a mad woman… squirrel!

I find myself desperate for sensory bombardment these last several weeks. It started as an attempt to gain distance from the flashbacks, but now it’s a need to have distance from everything. I don’t want to think any more than I have to.

I have the tv on all day. I listen to music, play on my phone, putz around online, and try to do art. I don’t want to think, so I bounce back and forth with things. I’m restless. I can’t really concentrate for long, so I read forums, start and stop articles of interest, pay some attention to the tv, scrounge for comfort foods… I can’t really concentrate on conversations  so I prefer texting or messaging (because I can come back to it after the distraction wears off)…


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