hit hard

Depression’s hitting today, like a ton of bricks.  I don’t want to do anything, be anywhere… I want to cry my eyes out because everything feels hopeless.  I don’t want to put effort into things.  I want to run away.  Family is coming at the end of the week.  I don’t want to deal with it.  They will only be here for about 24 hours but I am desperately trying to find a way out.  I don’t want to have to feel this way and put on a happy face.  I really wish today was Thursday and I could talk to De.  Maybe she would have something useful or helpful to say… I just don’t want to be anywhere right now.  Maybe I should take some of the dogs for a walk.


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