Daily Archives: July 19, 2013

Anxiety

It’s super high right now… my therapist and I decided it was time to check in for a bit if I’m to make it through the weekend.
I’m worried they will be full and I will be stuck at Henderson… that would really suck.  But I need to stay safe.  Waiting in the er to be triaged… I want to leave so badly, but then I’d be coming back forcibly… please hope I’m not stuck in Henderson.
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It’s crazy waiting, which makes me worried that I may end up where I really don’t want to be. I want to go home, but maybe I can at least get some more anxiety meds and sleep meds from all this. And I’m afraid I’d be committed if I left and came back at another time. Ugh. I hate this system. I hate not having insurance. I hate not having choices :/ we have been in the waiting room for over 3 hours. I’m not sure how much longer I have to wait… is it all worth it?


Just so lost

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