My scars tingle and ache. I hate that. It makes the act that much harder to distract from. It feels like a low-grade current of electricity is throbbing through them all. It also makes me acutely aware of how many places I have cut over my body, and just how many scars there are… sad and pathetic.
June 20, 2013
That ache
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June 21st, 2013 at 5:40 pm
I feel like this with particular scars to. It is SO triggering. 😦
June 21st, 2013 at 8:43 pm
I don’t think people who have never engaged in self harm understand that trigger. They don’t get that scars can call to you asking for more…
June 21st, 2013 at 8:46 pm
Agreed. I badly feel like harming right now. Its making me frustrated. The scars are never enough.
June 21st, 2013 at 9:11 pm
♥ anything you need? We can chat back and forth here if it helps.
June 21st, 2013 at 9:45 pm
I just did some coloring … gonna take melatonin … so far I’m OK .. thoughts still gross though
June 21st, 2013 at 10:00 pm
Hope you can sleep. Coloring can be very therapeutic. ♥’s.