there are just some things that cannot be expressed to another human being because of the risk involved… and the weight of it is crushing. I just left the hospital, and it all hits again. there’s no use in fighting it. the win will never come, so what’s the point?
there are definitely 2 parts (if not more) to me. not DID, but just over-bearing attitudes that take over at various times. i wish it would all just go away. I’m so tired of this.