Daily Archives: February 6, 2013

I don’t know

I find myself resisting the thought of my new volunteer commitment.  I want to work with the animals,  not the people…

I also find myself longing for more of a connection to the local gay scene. I miss it.  I miss being around openly accepting people… saw a new therapist at the local GLBTQ services center today.  It’s located in a more openly gay area (and by that I mean it literally caters to male or male identified crowd. I saw no lesbians…) and it really made me miss the environment.  I miss seeing openly gay or lesbian couples.  I miss the acceptance.  I miss the welcoming…  we need to get more involved,  and hang out more down there.  It’s comfortable.

I also actually like the therapist.  She was caring and not as judgemental as the last few women I had met with. She also did not have her own agenda for the session,  even though it was pretty much just completing an assessment. She let me talk on about what I needed to get out,  and she appropriately focused on some of the more pressing issues.  I gave her a release to speak with both D and Dr C. I see D again tomorrow after volunteering.  I will get him releases too… it’s a bit weird seeing 2 therapists,  but I’m hoping it will help me through the weeks until I can drag my butt out of this rut…