Who do you talk to when no one it’s available?

What do you do when you have no one to talk to? They are all busy, or have no concept of what is going on in my head… I’m looking for someone to talk to that may relate to the craziness… I want to know that I’m not alone.  I want to know my craziness is not unique to me, because if it is, then I’m really, really messed up…
And I want to know that this all fades at some point. I want to know it won’t be something I’m struggling with until the day I die…
I laugh inside (and sometimes out loud) when people tell me I’m going to hell for the life I live… they have no clue that I have been there.  I’ve lived in hell for most of my life, with only glimpses of life outside without pain… its only been in the last year that I have lived truly happy for more days than not… hell is here on earth, not some mystical underworld. It’s very real for so many people… yet we are all isolated from others in our own little worlds.

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